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Date: 2025-12-22 11:32 pm (UTC)
wiseoldbartender: (And I'm damned if I do)
From: [personal profile] wiseoldbartender
[ The lack of a door really does make quite a difference here.

Husk is still inelegant in trying to voice his thoughts. He's not used to doing this, not really. Sure, his kids earn a little more honesty than most, but he doesn't burden them with everything. He's the parent in the situation, it shouldn't be on them to take the weight of all the shit he carries. But Flins speaks with gentle, encouraging words, and it does remind him a lot of the old days. Giving hims a safe space to just... talk. To lay his worries at someone else's feet for a while, someone who won't treat them like they mean nothing. It really IS better without a door there.

He feels the prickle of static electricity as he speaks - the fur at the end of his tail raising from it. It doesn't hurt, though. He welcomes it. Much as he doesn't want his loved ones to put themselves into danger over this, it's... weirdly comforting to know they're angry about this. They're angry for him. It almost makes him believe he's worth something. At least to them. ]


Yeah. There's no catharsis or... fucking anything. And you know the worst part? The worst part is, I actually want to see if he can actually be redeemed. I put... so goddamn much of myself into Charlie's dream. I wanted to believe it's possible for anyone. Even him. [ He looks at his hands, clenching and unclenching the claws. ] But then... what does that fuckin' say for everything he did to me? If he was capable at stopping in the end?

[He believes in Charlie's dream that anyone can be better. But in doing so, it means having to accept a man who had abused him for decades had good in him. That everything that happened to him was done by someone who had some sort of capability to not be a complete monster. How is he supposed to make peace with that?

He stills at Flins' question. Not because it's hard, because it really isn't. It's a depressingly simple answer. Husk doesn't want anything grand, he doesn't need any big houses or fancy cars or wealth beyond his dreams. He doesn't want the power and influence that was once his by right of being an Overlord. No. He wants one simple thing, and yet despite how small and simple it is, it feels like it's always getting away from him.

His ears flicks back as he lets out a slow, shuddery breath. ]


...I just want to be happy, Kyryll. That's all. I was... it felt like I was finally fuckin' getting there, y'know? For the first time in my life, everything was lining up just right. I started to feel good. About my life. Myself. Everything.

And now he's here, and he's just left a fuckin' shadow over everything. Everything I was working towards, and it's just... marred now. Because he's here, reminding me I'm not fuckin' allowed that. The goddamn rug's been pulled out from under me again, just when I thought it was settling. [ He puts his hands to his face, pressing the heel against his eyes. ] And I'm just so fucking tired.

Date: 2025-12-23 01:13 am (UTC)
wiseoldbartender: (It's a fine romance)
From: [personal profile] wiseoldbartender
[ A lantern makes all the difference when everything around you is pitch black. Even the faintest glow can make hope blossom in a hopeless place. Flins has done that for so many people in his life - given them exactly what they needed when they needed it most. Even if he didn't have answers, he had comfort, and sometimes that was what people needed most.

His so angry about it all. About the situation. If he made the right choice. If showing mercy is going to bite him in the ass one day. And he hates that, too. He hates that Alastor has made him question the kindness in his heart. Like it's something he shouldn't trust in. He doesn't speak as Flins makes his point. He listens, quietly, ears moving in his partner's direction, hanging onto his every word.

He knows Flins is right, of course. Alastor's current trajectory is forced. Maybe something will change. Maybe he'll find people in this damned city who will actually help him grow as a person. He doesn't know. He wouldn't put money on it, but maybe the Radio Demon can surprise him. But even then... what he did to Husk won't be so easily altered. He chews on his lip, frowning. It doesn't help that he has to battle through his own self-worth to try and articulate his feelings about this. How much of it this is just avoidance, how much is not believing he's deserving of it anyway. ]


I guess. I'll be honest, I don't even know if I want him to do right by me. Least not right now. I'd be very okay with him existing on one side of the city and me existing on the other and... I don't know. I don't know how to feel about any of this. I don't think there's an easy answer to any of it, it's just... fuckin' messy.

Well see how he goes. Maybe he'll fuck it up in a month and all of you will get to deal with him. Maybe he won't. It's just... a fuckin' miserable unknown, and there's no way of knowing how it'll go until he... does something. I guess it's baby steps. While I figure out how to feel about... all of that.

...I do appreciate the insight, though. It's given me a different perspective to think about.

[ Of course, the happiness isn't an easy answer, either. He knows it wouldn't be. Like all things worth having, it isn't easy to obtain and even harder to keep hold of. He knows that only too well. The kiss pulls a tiny, fleeting smile to his lips. He does, at least, shift his sitting position, so he's less completely curled in on himself. ]

Yeah...I never thought I'd get it at all, truth be fuckin' told. I thought I'd get in the ballpark of it and that'd be it. My kids make me happy, don't get me wrong, of course they do, but there was still something missing. And then you showed up and things got...so much fuckin' brighter. I just wanted to keep enjoying that without any other bullshit lurking in the shadows. Just for a little while longer.

[He lets his hand drop, the fingers of his hand threading gently through Flins' hair. ]

I know. [He says it softly. An acknowledgement.] I got a lot of that love to give in return.

Date: 2025-12-23 08:34 pm (UTC)
wiseoldbartender: (Just a puppet on a lonely string)
From: [personal profile] wiseoldbartender
[Husk lets out a slow breath. Flins is right, he doesn't have to figure this out tonight. In fact, it would be monumentally stupid of him to even try that. He needs to give himself time to think about it. Alastor ain't going anywhere, and he's also no active threat to Husk or his loved ones. He can relax - he doesn't need to be in crisis mode about this any more.]

...Yeah, I'll be honest, I don't even want to try and figure it out tonight. I want to fuckin' sleep.

[He's been running on fumes and terror for hours. He doesn't want to do any more thinking or running around or putting down failsafes. He wants to curl into a nice warm bed and not have to worry about anything else until morning. But Flins does make a point, and he nods.]

I appreciate the advice everyone's giving all the same. I... never thought I'd ever have to deal with this. Like... this outcome, I mean. I think I'll just see how things pan out. Take it a day at a time, y'know? If there's one thing we've all got plenty of, it's time.

[ That next part makes him still. He'd never thought about that, either. Husk's self-loathing has been pretty deep and ceaseless. For two lifetimes. But he realises Flins is right. It's small, a tiny flicker of light in a mass of darkness, but he has started to find a sliver of self-worth in himself. He's been sober for three whole months now, a personal best. He's got a life set up here, that he built for himself. He has a family, he has a home. He has a partner. And a tiny part of him has started to believe that he actually does deserve it. Them. The small smile returns as Flins strokes a finger along his tail, this time staying.

You know you deserve better.]


...That's something new to get used to, as well. I...never thought I'd have to deal with that, either. Day of firsts for me, I guess.

[ He glances back at the sea again, before sliding down to stand on the same level as Flins. He reaches out to brush a hand carefully over his cheek, where his brave bird-related wounds are. What a poor, brave soul.]

That isn't a first, though. You've always been that for me, Kyryll. Just took me a while to see it proper, is all.

[ One feathery eyebrow raises. ] You did? Yeah, I definitely lost that one. My phone got completely fried. I'm gonna have to get a new one. What number was it? Now I'm curious.

[ A chuckle bubbles out of him. ]

Nah, he likes green. That's the colour of his Overlord magic. Pick something that clashes with his everything. Like powder blue or somethin'.

secret santa!

Date: 2025-12-24 05:49 pm (UTC)
thirteenth: (017)
From: [personal profile] thirteenth
[In a package left on the doorstep of the lighthouse, square and wrapped with brown paper and natural twine, Flins will find an antique photo album. It is a deep blue velvet, faded in places due to the wear and tear of time, closed with a leather strap and embroidered on both front and back in grey and light-blue flowers. Inside are Victorian-era photographs that came with the album when Roxas found it, as well as eventual modern photographs he took and developed himself over the last 6 or 7 years through his teenage years, of ancient cultural sites from the countries he's visited on his sports career. Tucked into one of the pages is an old bronze coin from the Roman Empire.]

Date: 2025-12-25 10:18 pm (UTC)
wiseoldbartender: ('Til the world blows up)
From: [personal profile] wiseoldbartender
[ He already feels a lot better. More stable. Like, finally, he doesn't feel like the whole universe is going to come clattering down around him. One of his big fears of Alastor showing up wasn't for himself, but for what the Radio Demon might do to his loved ones. Would he attack them? Toy with their heads? Force Husk against them? Would he decimate the happiness Husk has built for himself here just for the sake of not letting him have it?

They were unfounded worries - and now he's had some decompression time, he can see they're safe. He'll forever be on his guard with Alastor and the people he loves, should they interact with each other. But at least he doesn't need to be on constant high alert. ]


I reckon I'm gonna sleep for at least ten hours. It's gonna be nice.

[ Flins has done plenty to make Husk feel comfortable enough that he can go back to his bed and sleep. The tension is finally eeking out of him, and he has his partner to thank for that. He does listen to what Flins has to say, taking it all on board. He's still not fully comfortable with everything put in front of him here - that much is clear by how his ears flick back. Husk might gently mock Flins for having no poker face, but Husk's ears are a dead giveaway for his mood nine times out of ten.]

...Not sure how I feel about that good deed thing. I was just doing what was needed to be done. 'Cause the only other option would have been... fuckin' evil. Can you really count it as a good deed if the only other option would make you a terrible person?

[ Yes, idiot. Yes. The compliment does pull a gentle smile out of him, as he feels a happy flutter in his chest.]

Hah. Ain't so sure about that myself yet, but I'm gonna trust your word on that one.

[He runs a thumb, ever so gently, along Flins' cheek. Poor wounded soldier, doing his best to prevent the Great Bird War.]

41. I'll note it down. Hmmm, you're right. That went quicker than I thought it would.

[He stands there for a moment, just smiling at his partner, before stepping forward closer. He wraps his arms around Flins, pressing his face into the crook of his neck and exhaling slowly. He gives the man a gentle squeeze . ]

Thanks, mоя любовь. I...really needed this.

Date: 2025-12-28 09:54 pm (UTC)
wiseoldbartender: (Everybody knowsthe dice are loaded)
From: [personal profile] wiseoldbartender
[Husk falls silent for a moment, mulling over that response. He's been a messy, broken man for two lifetimes. Thinking the better of himself is not something he is prone to doing - even when the good he does is pretty blatantly obvious to everyone around. A part of him wants to push back against this even now, insist that Flins is wrong, that he really doesn't have a noble heart - that he's just a piece of shit who isn't worth anything.

But Flins earlier estimation had been right. Husk has gained a smidgen of self-respect. It's a tiny, half-formed thing - quiet and easily missed. But it's there, wriggling around somewhere in his chest. It feels unsettling and weird, really. He's not used to this. ]


...Suppose you've got me bang to rights on that one, Kyryll. [He leans into the fae's touch with a soft huff. ] Guess I never really thought of it that way. I don't think anyone's called my crusty-ass old heart noble before.

[ Husk isn't generally much of a hugger- but it's been a shitty ass day, and even the most standoffish cat person in the world sometimes just needs a tiny bit of comfort to face the rest of it. Flins comment settles in his heart, wrapping tight around it again. Every damn conversation with this man makes him realise more and more how deeply in trouble he is. A guy could get used to chasing a feeling like this. That's very dangerous. Letting someone in so damn close.

And despite all that, he turns his head to press a gentle kiss on the corner of Flins' mouth. He can make a damn solid guess what the man means. ]


Is that a fact? Guess that means it needs a little extra TLC to help patch it up a little, huh? [He's quiet for a moment, claws playing with the long strands of hair at Flins' back. ] ...Same goes to you, y'know. Always has.

Date: 2025-12-29 01:27 am (UTC)
wiseoldbartender: (Come out to play)
From: [personal profile] wiseoldbartender
[Husk wants to argue. Good lord, he wants to argue so much. A part of him wants to fight against this feeling growing in him, because it feels like an imposter. But, small and damaged as it is, it is there, and as much as he wants to deny its existence, he really can't anymore.

It might just take him some time to see the beauty Flins does. That comment wrenches deep in his chest. God fucking damnit, he's in so deep with this one. He closes his eyes, letting out a slow exhale, leaning into that touch on his ear.]


...There you go with the poetry again.

[ Making him feel like some sort of beautiful, rare and precious thing when nine times out of ten he feels the exact opposite. A smile tugs at his lips despite that, happy to return the kiss properly. ]

Lucky for you, I'm more than willing to take up the challenge, then.

Date: 2026-01-15 03:04 pm (UTC)
myriadeclipse: (pic#18178429)
From: [personal profile] myriadeclipse
[ He didn't expect Flins to actually do it, but it would be a surprise if he really did. As for his 'honorary membership', it wasn't really something Flins himself could decide, but he did consider himself as a person who tried to do his best to do right by the people who couldn't protect themselves.

The turning it back on him made his shoulders tighten, even when his expression doesn't change. It was the same for him. That dog was sentimental and more attached than Hugo could have predicted. At the same time, Hugo wasn't fighting it nearly as much as he expected in himself. Life had moved in that direction before he could truly realize it was happening.

Hugo meets the gaze in continued silence at first, eventually loosening into a shrug. ]


You sound like someone who is willingly walking into that life with want and desire to see it flourish. I do not share the same sentiment. Nor do I think it's truly even possible.

It's easy to speak pretty words and make it seen like something real and genuine. Making others believe in its sincerity is like breathing to someone like me. What it doesn't do it assure me that I even know the weight of such things, nor if I'm capable of it.

So no. I wouldn't compare our situations. You sound like a man sure of love.

action, a little after the midmonth post

Date: 2026-01-19 02:44 pm (UTC)
myriadeclipse: (pic#18178431)
From: [personal profile] myriadeclipse
[ Part of him thought to fly over as a bat, but decided no. The walk would do him good, and he would have time to get his thoughts in order. The crisp, near frozen winter air was a nice wakeup call while he tried to reorder his thoughts.

The pier was his destination. Talking to seagulls was the name of the game today. Ever since his gift from Lycaon, he could understand animals... but he couldn't imagine the gulls having deep intellectual conversations. They lead rather simple lives and compared to the mess he considers his life currently, he does not fault that one bit. Live your trouble-free, fry-filled lives.

Still, he was cold. Less cold than he would normally be, but still slightly cold. He was fashionably bundled and his hair up in a clip that was designed to look like butterfly wings.

Why did he always go to this place in the freezing cold? Does he ever learn that wind off the sea is colder than hell? ]


The gulls will get a warm meal and I will set frozen sea air turning my bones into icicles.

Date: 2026-01-19 03:27 pm (UTC)
myriadeclipse: (pic#18178429)
From: [personal profile] myriadeclipse
[ Hugo looked to the side when he felt the cup against his cheek. It gives him pause that he wasn't aware that Flins had gotten so close. While it was fairly common that the fae was just good at moving through the world, as fae were, Hugo was usually alert and aware of the surrounding space. His mind must truly be in a thousand places at once today.

Pocketing his phone, Hugo brought one of his hands up to take the takeaway cup in hand and soak the warmth up in his palms. ]


You've arrived. I see you are no longer plagued by the depression of domesticity. I am putting Sam...po and Lighter out of my might for the remainder of the day.

[ What Sampo has done to regain the bat's ire in mere hours is anyone's guess. ]

Date: 2026-01-19 04:20 pm (UTC)
myriadeclipse: (pic#18178440)
From: [personal profile] myriadeclipse
[ A vampire shouldn't be so comforted by a fae, yet the mention of the closet brought a surprising smile to his face. He remembered that closet and being found huddled in it. It was a comfort to know he wasn't the only charge that ended up taking solace in weird places. It made him realize just how strange a fae Flins really was.

Hugo's nose wrinkles up at the mention of the sweetness. Yes, he did need it. No, he wasn't happy about it. His gaze fell to the cup in his hands, heaving a sigh and bringing it up to his lips to take a sip. The coffee was warm and comforting, bringing his internal temperature up with every slow sip.

Learning that Flins knew of Sampo made the smile widen. That made sense. It made him wonder if there was more to speak on than he realized. First was Lighter, though. Hugo nodded in agreement. First was the search for their missing champion. ]


I tend to be good with animals... I'm not particularly sure how that would pan out with seagulls, but I suppose that is something we're about to find out.

[ No doubt their beady little eyes were already aware of the fries, Hugo thought to himself. It was just a matter of time until they descended to claim what was theirs. ]

Date: 2026-01-19 05:00 pm (UTC)
myriadeclipse: (pic#18178436)
From: [personal profile] myriadeclipse
[ The gulls had a society that was already turning out unlike any of the thoughts he had on the way over. It gave him the distinct feeling of a criminal circuit. Given the racket they run on these piers, that might be the more correct thought process. He'll be sure to correct his mindset when dealing with them from now on.

Following behind Flins, he watched the gulls as they spoke, taking note of their desires and small comments. Aren't seagulls supposed to hunt fish or something? Surely they had a way of feeding themselves other than handouts? Hugo looks to Flins, and then to the bird in question. ]


Good afternoon, Your Eminence.

[ The greeting is given with a small dip of his head. He has no idea what sort of titles of reverences bird prefer. He might as well start from the top and see where to land. As for conversation, he believes letting Flins start would be best. He knows the gulls and might understand their way of bartering more. Although ... really, with the way they talk, Hugo has an idea of how this might go. ]

You have a nice flock, and they sound hungry to me.

Date: 2026-01-19 06:05 pm (UTC)
myriadeclipse: (pic#18178429)
From: [personal profile] myriadeclipse
[ Hugo was nothing if not vert good at his poker face. After years of having to hide his feeling and intentions both for his home life and work life, the vampire's face remained unmoved when the gull refers to him as 'half-fae'. Especially at the bid from Flins to keep his reaction to himself for now.

No, his reaction was more in how very silent he became after deciding to play along.

'What does he mean, 'half-fae'? Last I checked, I was born to two fully, irritating elves.'

'It's not incorrect. It's a change I and Flins both sensed in you. It could instead be 'an awakening'.'

'Were you not going to inform me? Isn't that a bit important to know?? Everyone else was merely turning into animals. This is NOT the same as waking up as an otter.'

'Drink. If you keep upsetting yourself, it's going to alert our Fiancée. Your frantic emotions will cause him to seek you out.'

Hugo's eyes finally moved, looking at one of the gulls close to him. Taking a fry from the container he was holding (and letting his shadow hold his coffee for now), he twirls it around his fingers and then holds it out.

What is this? Even the seagulls found life without lighter lacking. How could one man hold so much on his shoulders?? ]


His family is worried about him.

Date: 2026-01-20 03:26 pm (UTC)
myriadeclipse: (pic#18178440)
From: [personal profile] myriadeclipse
[ A glance was given to Flins and then down to the bird that was coming his way for the fry. He didn't have to give it any thought, nodding along with the offer Flins gives. ]

I agree to his terms. Should you not be able to locate him, I will still give you 50% of the reward for your effort. That way, you still get paid for the work you put out.

I can even get you the fancy stuff. Anything you want in return, you get, Boss.

[ Another fry was held out, and then the basket was presented, looking to the leader. When he sets it down, he takes his coffee up once more and reaches his gloved hand out. He did not touch the bird unprompted, but at least did present the hand in a show of good nature. ]

Leader to leader, it is our job to find the wayward lost parts of our flock. He's also kind of an idiot, but still important to many. It would also put quite a number of others in your debt.

[ He wsa aware that he didn't have to keep going, but sweetening the deal felt right in the moment. It kept his mind off of the half-fae situation. ]
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